this is the 4th time i'm online today. i mean oning the comp, off it and then on it again and off then on and off, then on and off. in between are a couple of hours interval whereby i attempted to study? why the torture for my comp? cause i just kept having in between my revision, realise that i need to refer to soft copy, or to print extra stuff from online. i'm killing many many trees these days.. although all those paper i used are my past readings... so its not really that bad right?
so can you imagine, i've actually read shisanyee, maggie, gerger etc etc's blog 4 times today. maybe not read, but i've been there seen it for 4 times.

got a comment today regarding my blog recently. can't understand at all what i'm writing. think thats the point. its pure crap. i was just typing down watever came thru my mind at that time, a few split seconds after any thought came through my mind. so its not tidied up, plain pure from the mind of a crazy women. except maybe the front section, the first few lines when i took some short time to think abt it. like 2 seconds.

4 , nope 3 more days to my first paper. its 1 plus pass midnight. and i still have loads to cover. loads and loads... and i'm going crazy staying at home. be prepared for more of such long and crap stuff. so hmm... my advice to whoever is still reading till this point. give the next few articles a miss.. maybe until may then you can try again. i myself dare not read back watever i wrote.